*-5KG BOOK MARK-*

Tonight was my third weigh in an i got my 5 kg book mark, with a 5.9kg loss so far so that is good. I'm pleased with that, but up till now i haven't been able to much exercise. Between the rain, the kids an being lazy!!!!! So that is all going to change this week starting TODAY, got my peodometer on an i have started up my origianl first challenge of the steps, so i will see how i go!!!! My main goal this time is to be happy with a loss an hope not to put on, if i can do that i will be happy!!!!!!To achieve this i'm writing down everything i eat, i mean everything i put in my mouth!!! If i don't i'm only cheating myself, who am i kidding if i think other wise hey!!!!!Tonight was my third weigh in an i got my 5 kg book mark, with a 5.9kg loss so far so that is good. I'm pleased with that, but up till now i haven't been able to much exercise. Between the rain, the kids an being lazy!!!!! So that is all going to change this week starting TODAY, got my peodometer on an i have started up my origianl first challenge of the steps, so i will see how i go!!!! My main goal this time is to be happy with a loss an hope not to put on, if i can do that i will be happy!!!!!!To achieve this i'm writing down everything i eat, i mean everything i put in my mouth!!! If i don't i'm only cheating myself, who am i kidding if i think other wise hey!!!!!

WOW time flies Abbey turned 1 last Tuesday, she is so cheeky, have a look!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Butter wouldn't melt in her mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Here she is enjoying an icecream, she sure did have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008 the pictures " I HATE"

side picture of me before stating weight watchers

Alisha's 15th bithday after seeing this picture is why i went back to weight watchers!!!!!!!!!!

front picture taken before starting weight watchers
another side picture, you don't realise till you see pictures!!!!!!
Back view, how easy the weight goes back on!!!!!!

This is the picture that really did it for me, made me stop in my tracks an think OMG!!!!!!!!!

**NEW START 2008**

Well 2007 ended up to be a total failure with me starting weight watchers last tuesday weighing more then i started at last year!!!!( at least i could blame abbey for some of the weight gain last year) i gave up weight watchrers in november last year when i got some of the worst news which i never could have imagined, i got a phone call telling me my cousin ( who is like my brother) lenni's son had died, after a long few days of waiting to find out we where told it was SIDS. Traee passed away on the 19/11/07 at the age of 5 months. I still to this day can't understand why it happend, but he will always be our little angel shinning bright in the sky. I am so proud of his parents they did such a wonderful job of his funeral, they should be proud. I hope in life that is one this i never have to do an that is bury one of my children. Slowly they are getting there lives back together, all they can do is take it one day at a time, R.I.P Traee