***OMG I HAD ANOTHER BIG LOSS***

Had weigh in last night and can hardly believe it i lost again 1.2kg, been doing the same as before so hopefully thing are going to keep moving for me, well i sure hope so!!!!!

Steps going good just over 20,000 done already in a couple of days so that's good!!!!!

I could hardly believe it usually think good loss and stay the same or not much of a loss, i was just hoping for a loss or to at least stay the same, don't want to go backwards and forwards all the time. So i'm very happy with my loss, finally under 130 and i've been aiming for that for a while. Just as long as it keeps going down then i'll have made my goal for october, i had the same goal set for september and never got there so yay finally!!!!!!

***DON'T U JUST LOVE BEING A WOMEN???***

Had weight in tonight and wouldn't you know it, it's also (TTOM) again a bit all over the place since i got my tubes tied after having Abbey. An i always gain, lucky i guess last time i stayed the same, i only gained 300g, but a gain is a gain, and i know i ate with in my points, was sick and didn't do exercise all week, so that wouldn't have help!!!!Just got to get back into the exercise, so this week i'm doing the step challenge 1029 to start with an if i can reach that then i'll keep going to the 1200 one, only got 10 cement stairs outside my yard leading to the main street, so i'll do it at night, so the neighbours don't see me huffing and puffing up and down 10 stairs like a mad woman!!!!!!!

My goals for this week are-

1. Drink min of 3 lts of water
2. 5 x 40 min walks (min)
3. eat the fruit and vege serves
4.no alcohol
5. the steps challenge

I'll see how i go as now i have 600g gained over 2 weeks to loose, bummer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

***SOME PIC'S TAKEN YESTERDAY,. I GOT MY 2 NEW TAT'S***

ALSO FOUND THIS PICTURE OF ME AND MY DAD WHEN I WAS LITTLE, PROBLY ABOUT ONE OF THE LAST SKINNY PHOTO'S TAKEN OFF ME, IT WAS AFTER HE DIED I STARTED TO PUT ON WEIGHT AND BEEN FIGHTING TO LOOSE IT EVER SINCE!!!!!!!

MY NEW TAT I GOT WITH OUR WEDDING DATE AND THE SYMBOYL FOR ETERNITY!!!
THE NEW TAT I GOT OF A BUTTERFLY AND MY DAD'S NAME, PHOTO TAKE A FEW HOURS AFTER IT WAS DONE, LOOKS PRETTY GOOD I RECCON, NOW I WANT TO GET A ROSE ABOVE IT AND PUT THE DATE HE DIED, HE DIED WHEN I WAS 8, 19-12-1981
HERE IS A PICTURE OF MY FIRST TATTOO I GOT WITH KELVIN'S NAME, I GOT THIS ONE ON THE 31-7-07 AND THE NEW ONES ON THE 29-9-07 ALMOST 2 MONTHS APART!!!

PICTURE TAKEN OF ABBEY YESTERDAY IN THE CAR WHO KNOW WEIGHT'S ALMOST THE AMOUNT OF WEIGHT I HAVE LOST, IT DOSEN'T LOOK LIKE I LOST A WHOLE 7 MONTH OLD CHUBBY, BUBBY!!!!!!!!

****THE YUCK PHOTO FILE****

THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN WHEN MY GRANDMA CAME UP TO SEE ABBEY THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN BEFORE I STARTED ANYTHING FEB OF THIS YEAR, THIS WAS WAS THE PHOTO THAT MADE ME START TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY WEIGHT, I ISTILL LOOK PREGNANT!!!

TOOK THESE TWO POHOTO'S WHEN I STARTED WEIGHT WATCHERS MEETINGS AGAIN MAY 07!!!!!

PHOTO OF ME AND MY SON COREY THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN LAST YEAR!!!!!

I HATE HAVING MY PHOTO TAKEN THIS WAS TAKEN ON THE 9TH SEP 2007

WE HAD A FAMILY DAY OUT KELVIN AND I !!!!!

***MY PERSONAL JOURNEY***

First of all, this is for anyone out there who can relate to me when I say I'm tired of being looked at like I am something less than human just because I am overweight. This is for everyone who knows how it feels to be told one too many times 'You've got such a pretty face.. if only...' And for those of you who understand how it feels to start a diet and feel like you are getting somewhere, only to screw up once again and gain all the weight you lost back, plus more.And this is for all of you guys out there who have overlooked me because I am not the size 2 barbie doll that you have come to think is 'normal' because the cover of a Book tells you it is. This is not meant to be negative in anyway. This is my way of holding myself accountable to a goal that I have set for myself and letting you see me achieve it. And maybe in the process, I will inspire someone to change their lives as well!!!! I am doing this for myself first and then for my family so i can enjoy life, my husband and kids , i want to grow old with kelvin and see my kids grow up, but have to admit that I can't wait to show everyone who has passed me by exactly what they missed!!!! I have been overweight since I was a little girl, but by the time this journey is over, I will no longer be known as the 'fat girl with the pretty face' I am in the process of losing at 42.5kg. I have so far lost 10.7kg, 6.8kg of that since rejoining weight watchers. I will keep you updated in my blogs and pictures. I hope to be an inspiration to others and to also be inspired by the new friends I hope to meet along the way. Please join me on this amazing journey. I started weight watchers on the 24th May 07. That day i started counting points. I try to workout 5-6 days a week. Walking is my absolute favorite, I also try to do my cross trainer(which is a killer), exercise bike and weights. I don't believe in diet drugs just hard work. I think that french fries and chocolate are the worst foods ever created!!!! I used to love it but once you get it out of your system it makes you sick to overindulge which is a good thing and there is not one nutritious thing about it!!!! If I can give that junk up trust me anybody can! I"m a stress eater and also i think when i get bored picker too!!!! I'm learning to overcome that, thank God. I promised myself for the last time I would get healthy and lose the weight! It took me a month to get started and realise i need help an go back to weight watchers, but even that at the start wasn't enough to get me motivated, but the best thing i did was join UNLIMITED!!!! an use the WW BOARDS!!!!, now i talk to many wonderful people, and have made some really good freinds and now I am well on my way. I can't believe the amount of friends and support I have already. It is quite amazing.
I have struggled with weight issues from a young age. I understand the stress emotionally and physically that comes with excess weight. I'm not a liscensed therapist or a weight counselor ... I'm just someone who understands what you are going through or have went through. my goal is to be happy and healthy!!!!! This is a "friendly" place to have so i have a record of how far i have came with my weight loss and a place where i never hope to return TOO!!!!!!